You may have noticed that my efforts to communicate my views on here are - sporadic. That is because I don't feel inclined to write unless I think I have something useful to say. This last six-month pause though, has been for quite a different reason. I believe I have something very useful to say now, but to get to that conclusion I have to go back to February of this year, 2008... I hope you have the patience to stay with me. The end is better than the beginning.
Some who read this blog may not be what is somewhat mushily described as an ‘animal lover’. This should not mean that such folk view cruelty to animals as acceptable. Any form of intended cruelty toward any living creature (which of course includes us two-legs) is biblically and morally wrong. There are no degrees or exceptions. I would recommend that the God-fearing, God-honouring person who thinks this is not so should read ‘Planetwise’ by Arocha’s
In February of this year I discovered a form of cruelty that is going on in this world which so horrified me that I could not get on with my life. I had ‘sort of’ known about it since the late seventies, but not realized its extent or detail.
It is not my purpose here to torture your sensitivities and go into graphic descriptions of what ‘they’ do to (for instance) cats and dogs in the meat-markets of the East. Such practices are equally as horrific, the only compensation being that the animals do not survive for long and their suffering is soon over.
This wasn’t about cats and dogs, it was about bears, and their suffering goes on in one unending hellish existence for maybe as long as fifteen years - though most don’t survive beyond ten - and there are no ‘good bits’ to compensate.
My best-beloved is very fond of hedgehogs, and quite likes badgers, so when he sees the road-kill remains of one of these creatures, he mourns for it. He might not feel quite so sad if he saw the mutilated corpse of a rat however. He doesn’t like rats. That is an inconsistency of values in my view; while we may empathise with the sufferings of dogs or cats because they are companion animals, the idea of a BEAR being cruelly treated might not seem to matter so much to some of us, but suffering is suffering, whatever experiences it. Cruelty is cruelty wherever it is found.
If you want to find out about the bears and what is happening to them in various countries, there is no better place to go than
which is the main page for Jill Robinson’s wonderful AAF rescue and sanctuary, and then navigate to the tabs you are interested in – but if you just Google ‘bear bile’ you will very soon get the salient details and sooner or later come across the first heart-rending experience of JR when she ‘accidentally’ opened a closed door on a bear-breeding farm in China, and had her life forever changed by the actions of a single suffering bear.
Well, back to me, back to February. I could not cope with the awfulness of the bears suffering, and the fact that there was no end to it, ever, until they died a miserable death. There wasn’t anything about the situation that could soften the pain in any way for them, or for me. They were tormented and I was tormented right along with them. I would get up in the morning from a comfortable bed and think of some bear forced to lie flat in the same position in a crush cage for fifteen years. I would drink a cup of coffee and be reminded that the bears were habitually given minimal amounts of water and food with no adjustment for the heat of the summer. I would go out into the garden and be aware that none of them had ever felt the grass beneath their feet.. all they ever know is pain and fear and a desperate need to not be where they are.
It was difficult for me to maintain a normal appearance and go about daily life in the usual manner so that my dear hubs would not be upset. As it was, he knew something was wrong. I would often be overcome with anguish and have to hide in the bathroom until I had control again and could tidy myself up enough so that he would not know I had been crying. Of course I used these private moments to call out to the Lord.
And the Lord answered me.
The very first response I got from the Lord was in my daily message on the computer. It was
Psa 145:17-19
The LORD is righteous in all his ways and kind in all his works. The LORD is near unto all them that call upon him, to all that call upon him in truth. He will fulfill the desire of them that fear him: He also will hear their cry, and will save them.
Coincidence, you might say, but for me these words had a stabilising effect and I thanked Him and felt strengthened.
Only it didn’t last.
Before too long I was back on the floor again, struggling to cope with the knowledge that such dreadful things were happening, and had been happening for over twenty years. How could the Lord allow such a thing?
Back to the bathroom, back to the Lord.
I got another message on the computer. This one said
Psa 62:8
Trust in him at all times; ye people, pour out your heart before him: God is a refuge for us.
Again I was strengthened. Again it didn’t last and I soon became overwhelmed and had to send up another S.O.S.
This time I got
Psa 34:15-17
The eyes of the LORD are upon the righteous, and his ears are open unto their cry. The righteous cry and the LORD hears, and delivers them out of all their troubles.
I could go on, and show you message-by-message how the Lord spoke to me as the days went by, but that would take up a lot of space and your time as I have got pages and pages of these responses here on the computer. The point is, each time I needed to hear from the Lord, the message I got was exactly what I needed, to encourage or strengthen me, and on those times when my need was not so great, the daily messages became random scripture quotes again.
Of course I want the whole horrible bear-business to end, and so I started to pray intensively for that to happen and for bears to be released. As it happened, on the 31st March, 28 sick and dying bears WERE released to the Chengdu Sanctuary run by JR and her team, but what influence my small prayers had on that is debatable. What I soon realised though was that for this vile industry to be brought to a full end, and soon, a ‘miracle’ was needed, and that if the Lord’s promise that He would hear and respond to my prayer was to be trusted, there was only one Person who could really do the job..
That got me thinking about the second coming, and about the dreadful state this planet is in, with widespread suffering and cruelty being the lot of millions of people, never mind the animals – surely it must be time for Him to return, to deal with those who are destroying the earth ( Rev 11:18)
I was lying in bed one night, settling down, when my drifting mind was suddenly given three pictures. The first was of three crowns tumbling down to some white fluffy stuff, which I took to be clouds. The second was of a giant weighing machine, which I understood was to weigh the earth, the third was of an unfinished circle drawn on the ground.
I debated on these pictures and concluded the Lord was saying that the Kingdom IS coming, and that the earth is to be weighed ( meaning judgement or evaluation on our actions in respect of the Lord’s creation I suppose), but that the process is not yet completed, the unfinished circle.
I pondered this and got the idea ( from my own thinking, not from the Lord), that the Lord would be returning very soon – maybe on Psalm Sunday, maybe at Easter, and that kept me going. It didn’t happen then of course, nor on the later Eastern Orthodox Easter date either (I was grasping at straws now), and I went right down to rock-bottom again when that hope finally expired.
Back to the Lord.
It was May, and
Then came the earthquake.
I have mixed feelings on the
I cried out again to the Lord, because if my prayer for the bears was to be answered, it had to be within a reasonable time (recalling Abraham’s ten year wait for HIS promise from the Lord to be fulfilled), and now my prayer was actually a request that the Lord Jesus should return, not just for the bears, for only He can clean up this earth and end the cruelty and injustice forever. I reasoned that He would not return simply because this particular speck of dust (or any other come to that) was asking, but it might be that the Lord God had laid this burden for the bears upon me at that time in the world’s history which would indeed see His return.
One of the scriptures the Lord kept giving me was
Php 1:6 ..he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:
Good work? Me? Perhaps He means the caring for the bears.
I needed to know WHEN the Lord was returning, for though I was trusting that it must be soon, ‘soon’ could be anything from ‘almost straight away’ to ‘months or years from now’ if scripture was to be the guide. As one who views the present situation as in urgent need of remedy, I did not think I had the resources to go on waiting and waiting and still maintain an expectant hope…, so, not the hour or the day, but maybe the month Lord?
Well… a day or so after I had pleaded with the Lord about this, I was lying in bed, again, but this time it was morning, and I suddenly got two more pictures, just out of the blue. The first one I could not comprehend. There was a thick black line at the top, then there was a round black filled in circle some way below it and just to one side of that a semicircle of black shapes that looked like the spines on a dinosaurs back. ‘Eh? Wassat?’ I thought.
The next picture followed immediately after, and it was a crown, just like the crowns I had seen previously, but this time just the one. I was perplexed. What WAS the Lord saying to me?
Then I got another picture, or, rather, a word. It was written in thick black lines, much as you might see in a Chinese ideogram or a Chinese painting of bamboo leaves. Happily for me though, it was written in English. The word was ‘Eclipse’. Wow. I immediately understood the first picture was a stylized depiction of the sun being eclipsed by the moon. Still a bit slow on the uptake, I surmised that I must look for a coming solar eclipse, either over
Why, I wondered was the Lord telling me this, and why only one crown in the picture that followed? Then I got it! The eclipse was just a marker. The message was ‘First the Eclipse, then the King’. Wow again.
I went back into silly mode after that and started setting a date. I knew it was ‘only me’ working this out, but it seemed to me that either the Lord would return immediately the Eclipse finished, or He would come on an appointed day, and the only soon-day I could think of was the 8th day of the 8th month of the 8th year of this millennium. 888; the number of the Saviour’s name. It didn’t happen of course, and if I had my thinking head on I would not have ever thought it might.
In Genesis 1:14 we are told that the moon, sun and other stars, the ‘lights’ are to be for ‘signs and seasons’. The Hebrew for ‘signs’ can be understood to mean ‘signal that something is coming’; a flag, a beacon, a mark, a token, so says Strong. You get the idea. See a SIGN and you know that it indicates that something is going to occur in relation to it – like a red sky at night ( Matt 16:3) – and when the Lord has given that sign in the lights of heaven, you can be sure it will be something you need to take notice of. There ARE signs, which I will not go into now, that we are at the beginning of a seven year period.
The Hebrew word for seasons is not to do with winter, spring, summer etc, but the ‘appointed times’ of the Lord. It is especially relevant to the timing of those feasts of
Of the seven feasts ordained by the Lord, the first three happen in Nisan, the first month of the Jewish Sacred year. They are; Passover Unleavened Bread and Firstfruits. Then comes what we call Pentecost, fifty days later in Sivan. These four feasts are called the Spring feasts, and they are a memorial to the great works of the Lord in the history of His people.
In the autumn you have the other three feasts, also gathered together very tightly, beginning with Trumpets, which is held on the first day of the month ( as decided not by set calendar but by the appearance of a new moon). This month, Tishri (or Ethanim), is the first of the Jewish Civil new year, but the seventh month of the sacred calendar. These feasts, Trumpets, Atonement and Booths are ‘shadows of things to come’, looking ahead to God’s promises. The one I want to mostly draw to your attention though is the first day of the month, Trumpets, held on Rosh Hashana, which means ‘head of the year’. There is something very special about this day, and a divine and world-shaking event is keenly anticipated to occur in some future Feast of Trumpets. It doesn’t get much more ‘key’ than the second coming of the Lord. When He comes, this will be the day.
So.. if the Lord is telling me the King will come after the eclipse of 2008, which was on August 1st there is only ONE day on which that event will take place, and that is the first day of Tishri, somewhere between our Sept 29th and October 1st depending on when the new moon is seen. But what about ‘watch for you do not know when your Lord will appear’ – isn’t it written that no man nor angel knows the day or the hour, only the Lord God?. Indeed, and we don’t know what hour or day in advance of the new moon, but I have discovered something else as well. It is not for dead certain sure that Tishri actually IS September-October 2008. According to this website
http://avoiceinthewilderness.org/study/fall_feasts/tasoy.html
Trumpets rightly belongs to the first week of September and not October, due to a slippage in the more popular calendar calculations. I do not have sufficient information to comment about that, but it does suggest that we do not know for sure the day or the hour.
Well, we shall see. If I am mistaken I shall have to deal with it and go on, but if not, then the glory of the Lord will soon be upon us. Maranatha Lord, Amen
